I love waking up next to you in the morning. Knowing we fell asleep entwined and waking up to find ourselves much the same. Holding hands, our foreheads together, and our breath slow and content. Or sometimes when we wake apart so when I stir you instinctively roll over and wrap your arms around me, bringing your body close to fit the shape of mine. The way you blink your eyes open when they are still heavy with sleep to double check its me and when you see me you instantly smile. I love your morning look most of all. You have this look of innocence and happiness, because the only thoughts you have are that I’m here, that’s good, and now that you’ve made sure, it’s time for more sleep.

38. Is your best friend a slut?

Neither of them are.

39. Are hard drugs a turn off?

Yes, even pot is a turn off. I can’t stand the smell of it and I hate how much money is wasted on it as well. Not that alcohol is much better in either regard.

40. Are you happy with life right now?

I’m doing my best this month to turn it all around for me. I’m moving out of an incompatible roommate situation, I”m being more open in my relationships, I’m pursuing a different degree so I can graduate sooner and get a real job. I’ll complete my other degree a class at a time while I’m working full time. I just really can’t stand being so co-dependent anymore. I want to be able to pay for everything on my own.

41. Are you still in love with your ex?

I would have had to be in love with him in the first place for that to happen. It was a desperate case of chasing the love you think you deserve. I felt rotton about myself and didn’t think I could do any better so I had to hold onto him. And there was a weird bit of lust. I say weird because he reminded me of a wounded puppy dog. You just can’t say no to that.

37. Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?

Two actually. I’m very lucky to have both of them in my life. <3

36. Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?

Not forever, but definitely again. The first time Jamie and I kissed it was amazing. It was half the fact that I didn’t know he liked me back and half the fact that I was in a drunken euphoria that made it the best kiss of my life. There were just so many emotions and thoughts tied to it. [ Does he actually like me? Oh shit I’m kissing him. His tongue is down my throat. He’s squeezing me so tight like he never wants to let go. I think I’m going to melt. Fuck we’ve been kissing for a long time now. ] I love how long our first kiss lasted. I love how it wasn’t a make-out, but an actual kiss. I love how the world outside the two of us stopped mattering and time froze.

And then the best part of it all was after we finally broke the kiss he squeezed me even tighter against him and whispered “You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting to do that.”

Shortly after that the night got much less romantic. xD

31. Is it hard to make you laugh?

I do the polite chuckle and giggle a lot, but to really make me laugh it takes the right moment and one-liner. I’m a big smiler though.

32. Who was the last person to make you mad?

I dunno. Me I guess. Oh, and Mother Nature. I’m pretty mad at her.

33. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?

No and I wouldn’t want him to want to be with me again. I want him with the person he’s with.

34. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?

Fallen asleep and woken up in their arms. One of the best feels <3

35. Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?

Yeah, I think that one serial killer guy did right before he started skinning me and sprinkling me with paprika.